Life is Beautiful

I want to live a life like this man! Travel the world, help people, preserve habitats, own a business, and be completely happy. Topping it off with a family that I can come home to everyday. I just gotta find that girl. I am so freaking picky though... It is a problem that stems from early childhood. Wanna hear my reasoning? good! When I was around 5 years old, which I actually remember, my mother would literally go through magazines of models and ask me if I thought they were beautiful, and I would say NO!!! haha. She would then ask me, "who is beautiful?" My reply: "you and AMBER!" my oldest sibling. She really is though!!! here is a picture of her:

She is the Brunette; 43 years old now! looks like she is in her late 20's. Those two middle blondes are her daughters, Tonya   and Lisa. 

Even when it came to candy in my 3rd grade class.. My teacher Ms. Jackstien would give treats to the class and I would always be the last kid to choose, cause I couldn't decide which one I wanted most. In some regards, I feel that it is a bad habit, but at the same time, a good one. I do have a few girls I am interested in, but the main one... well.... She doesn't know, and will sometimes act like she is and then as soon as I express interest, she seems to avoid me; which honestly, is fine. It sucks, but I understand that some people are just really flirty and don't mean what they portray. I know I do that a lot. So I suppose I'll just find another one out there, unless maybe she comes around. Either way, life will go on and I will be happy with someone. I just hope they want to live a life that involves the outdoors and service.